It was a cold winter. The day my husband fell to his death, it started to snow, just 31 any November day. His 32 , when I found it, was lightly covered with snow. It snowed almost every day for the next four months, while I sat on the couch and watched it 33 . One morning, I walked slowly 34 and was surprised to see a snow remover clearing my driveway and the bent back of a woman clearing my walk. I dropped to my knees and crawled back upstairs, 35 those good people would not see me. I was 36 . My first thought was, how would I ever 37 them? I didn’t have the 38 to brush my hair, 39 clear someone’s walk.
Before Jon’s death, I felt proud that I 40 asked for favors. I identified myself by my competence and 41 . So who was I if I was no longer capable? How could I 42 myself if I just sat on the couch every day and watched the snow fall?
Learning to receive the love and 43 from others wasn’t easy. Friends cooked for me and I cried. Finally, my friend Kathy said, “Mary, cooking for you isn’t a 44 for me; it makes me feel good to be able to do something for you.”
Over and over, I heard 45 words from the people who supported me during those 46 days. One wise man told me, “You aren’t doing nothing because being fully open to your 47 may be the hardest work you will ever do.”
I am not the person I 48 was, but in many ways I have changed for the 49 . I’ve been surprised to learn that there is incredible freedom coming form 50 one’s worst fear and walking away whole. I believe there is strength, for sure, in accepting a dark period of our life.
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I like to put everything so that I can find it easily.
A.in time |
B.in place |
C.in all |
D.in general |
The term paper was due to December 1, but hard as he tried, he was unable to meet the _____ for it.
A.challenge |
B.need |
C.deadline |
D.date |
The sentence doesn’t make any , no matter how you read it.
A.contribution |
B.room |
C.sense |
D.use |
We need to spend more time researching these suggestions so that we can make a(n) choice.
A.known |
B.talented |
C.advised |
D.informed |
The only drawback of the voyage was the ______ sea, which made me very seasick.
A.calm |
B.rough |
C.patient |
D.tough |